January 2012
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December 2011
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To keep my mind busy, I’m going to start slowly decorating my room. Making a list of decor items to keep an eye out for.
so where is my safe place
shopping.
although it just means I’m constantly ascending the Hedonic Treadmill, at least it’s something I can freely ascend (haha that’s funny because shopping isn’t free). BUT, as fucked up and as selfish as it sounds, material items do hold a very tight place in my heart. Its the one thing that I can look at, enjoy, and have fun with without any emotional attachment.
...
Friends...
I’ve kind of developed a really fucked up perception of friendship.
I see myself as the person who if I just died right now, everyone would remember me…but no one would really miss me.
I’m the one no one ever forgets, but I’m also the person who no one really needs either. I’m just good company. I’m not a best friend, I’m not the one people come to for...
I really fucking love potatoes.
meowington5:
Honestly, look at these versatile mother fuckers.
They can be
Hot
Cold
Healthy
Unhealthy
Simple
Fancy
Eaten on the go
Ugh. Potato appreciation post.
BLESS
sometimes the people who made you the most broken, are the only ones you have to go to…
Reaching limits of lack of sleep. But I can’t stop now! The day has only begun! HAHAHAHAHA
(how the fuck was I even able to communicate with people at work today, I swear it’s a miracle I was able to form understandable sentences….)
two days without sleep.
But coworker shared a damn tasty chocolate muffin with me this morning (:
I just want chocolate cake right now );
I've cried an ocean by now I'm sure.
so it took me to bow down to you, as you watched me pull my hair and cry my eyes out till they hurt, for you to see how much pain I was in.
I always imagined it this way. I never thought I would do it. But I would have hurt myself more if I didn’t.
I hope you see the suffering I put myself through to make you see my true remorse and my ambition to change for you.
I won’t make...
is it just me, or do all of my holidays end up in tears. I’m seeing a trend.
the holiday season is a time for family. for me, it’s a time where I see how broken mine is, and how broken I am. And how sad my life has become.
sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be able to fix myself. But now I just see that every piece of me that has broken, has only changed me. Everything that...
“Don’t go burning bridges”
well…sometimes you need to break them, to make them realize how weak it was to begin with.
You use death as an excuse because you know there’s No one else for you.
Death just means you’ve already decided.
Till death, Or love.
laying here in your arms cause I’m too scared to drive home after watching a scary movie with you.
so I stayed, you gave me your super soft t-shirt to wear, we got comfy and you drifted off to sleep. I’m sandwiched between you and the new stuff animal you got me today. It jingles when you shake it lol. You’re snoring awfully loud, but I can’t sleep anyway.
my parents are...
how can you sleep with such pain in your heart?
I sure can’t…
Learning from your mistakes require pain.
“a heart that hurts, is a heart that works”
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♫♪ Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love you, Tomorrow
It’s only a day awayyyyy~♪♫
ahh, you make me feel so amazing.
So soon till I get to be in your arms again. So soon…
(:
hurry and come home pookie D:
wahh winter break is so boring witout a lover to celebrate the holidays with.
We’ll get curry ramen after I come pick you up (: yum!
“If your heart ain’t hurtin
it ain’t workin”
work retail = shopping while you’re working.
hahaha